oh my crap. just wrote a super long post venting my frustrations and i accidentally deleted it. not really in the mood anymore.so i wun rant. but i still want to thank you. yeah. it means alot to me tt u stood up for me. guess i really cant repay u anymore :) im sorry ur day had to be spoilt but seriously ask me for ANY treat and i will give it to u. you really are a good friend to me at least so yah. dun be too sad ok! will be praying for ya

and to another you. im sorry u had a bad day but i am proud of you for being so concerned abt her salvation. not so proud of u for other stuff but i know u had a hard day. you cheer up too k.

i feel so torn apart

and to a last you.maybe im especially hurt by u because i have been so used to happiness but well. it really does hurt. and i dun understand y u are doing what u are doing. i really did consider you as a friend and as someone to lok up to but well. i dunno how im ever going to talk to u again. i haven cried over a friendship since the whole dex saga but well. yah. maybe its true tt u are clueless... but i dunno lah. im more sad than anything i guess.

and to myself. i guess i really do need to move on in life. but its going to be hard. i have thought abt it and yah. im qt sure that what im abt to do is right. just dunno how to break the news. ill feel terrible. dunno lah. haihz. its just tt maybe a phase of my life has passed? gosh. the future seems uncertain

anyway i got accepted into melb u so at least ill have something to fall back on shld i not get into nus haha. at last soemthing to be happy abt :)

there is a silver lining in every cloud